This statement was written by Pisit Meesayaat (Yoi) to thank his friends both Thais and foreigners for their help in the form of moral support, money, other necessities, and for always keeping informed about my situation. I am so thankful that I do not know how to put it into words and do not know how to repay your kindness, especially the Chopper Club members who have been both friends and family, as well as the thousands of foreigners whom I do not know.
Upon my return to Thailand, I learnt these people had given moral support and help throughout my imprisonment in Laos. I am indescribably glad and grateful, and I can only say thank you to everyone. The hardships I endured in that Lao prison were so bad that I don’t know how I survived. You could never know what it was like unless you have experienced it for yourself. The fault does not lay solely with me, but I had to take all the blame. I was the scapegoat for those who sneaked away and denied everything.
I lost my freedom in Laos for eighteen months. If it wasn’t for the encouragement from my friends and everyone else concerned, I wouldn’t have been released. I admitted only to the accident. I was not liable for the legal matters relating to the car, insurance, and other things. I was just an employee earning a daily wage. I performed my duty, but the consequences were beyond my responsibilities. Was that right? I beg anyone to give me an answer. I lost everything. My business suffered. My two motherless children also had to suffer. My sister had to bear all the responsibilities. She had to take care of the children and the legal matters, go to Laos on many occasions, and she lost a lot of money.
The owner of the tour company only went back there to hand over the hundreds of thousands of baht to the victims because of pressure from many people. I still do not believe the claim that aid money went missing and was pocketed by the Thai guide since no one has told the truth. They all disappeared. You did a good thing by paying money to get me out of jail. And I thank you for that. But was it enough for the losses I suffered? I returned to Thailand with only my life and two sets of clothes. The tools of my trade are gone. My work place has been taken away. I had no place to stay.
You caused damages to others, defamed Americans and led the Thais to think Americans are selfish. I would like to tell everyone that it was the fault of two people and had nothing to do with other good people. I want the tour manager and tour guide to admit to and take responsibilities for their deeds and selfishness. Accept your responsibilities and I will forgive you. However, I cannot be liable for other legal matters. You have to sort these out by yourselves. Right now, everyone is watching you.
The damages caused were widespread both in Thailand and Laos. All of the immigration officers were fired. Mr. Nick in Nakorn Panom had his reputation damaged. I honestly did not know that they used the name of his company to carry out their business. I’m sorry. I apologize that you had to go through this ordeal because of me.
I especially thank Mr. David and his friends for the aid money, moral support, and their concern for my well-being. I’d also like to thank the Thais, members of the Chopper Clubs in Mae Sai, Chiang Rai, Chiang Mai, Payao, Nan, Lampang, Lampoon, and Sukothai who were worried that I might die in jail. I was so grateful that I cried when I learned every club came together to help me. The leaders are Mr. Moo, Mr. Chang, Mr. Beow, Mr. Nui, and many other friends. I thank everyone. I had no idea that everyone would attach that much importance to me. I am so glad and grateful I do not know how to put it in words.
Another unforgettable person is a Lao lady whom I didn’t know before, Miss Dao, the owner of a travel agency in Luang Prabang. I do not know her full name or the name of her company. She helped by sending food to me for a whole year. Another person is a high-ranking soldier named Brother Jai, who was also imprisoned but in an open cell. He always gave me food and medicine when I was sick. He sympathized with a Thai who was enduring hardships in jail. Thank you very much.
Last but not least, I want to warn any Thais or foreigners who do business or travel in Laos to be careful not to get involved in any legal matters in any way. It can be very messy and you can waste a lot of time and money. Let my experience be an example. There are many other facts I cannot disclose because I am under strict orders not to discuss them. Furthermore, I am on parole for 5 years. I am writing this statement with my senses intact and under no duress. Everything I have mentioned here is true.
Thank you everyone.
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Pisit Meesayaat